Some kind of wonderful

I did what I said i'd never do.
I broke him
snapped him in two.
I decided it was time to go,
he didn't even need to say no
he said go be happy be free
but as long as we're friends
i'll always be here for you
 
I can't be friends though
because the more you're around
the more I want to just shut up and drown
I feel stuck in a world i'm not really a part of
all these people and I just want to be apart from
all of them

A. Available - Dating someone wonderful

B. Birthday - August 20th, 1997

C. Crushing on - Scott ♥

D. Last drink you had - Orage Juice

E. Easiest person to talk to - Mhmm.. Isabella, Izzy, Jess, or Alli

F. Favorite Song - When I'm With You- Best Coast

G. Gummy bears or gummy worms - Sour Gummy Worms

H. Hometown - Phoenix AZ

I. In love with - Scott

K. Killed someone? - Obviously

L. Longest car ride - 10 hours in time but felt the longest was only a trip to Prescott and then Payson and then back home.

M. Milkshake flavor - Butterscotch

N. Number of siblings - 3 older brothers and 5 older step-brothes

O. One wish - Everything to be less sucky

P. Person that called you last - My mom :/

R. Reason to smile - Scott

S. Song you last sang - Daylight by Matt & Kim

T. Time you woke up - 9:30ish

U. Underwear color - ... pink ....

V. Vegetable - Green Beans

W. Worst habit - Complaining

X. X-Rays you've had -I had a sonogram thingy on my blader, MRI on my wrist, and X-rays on my wrist and hips

Y. Years living where you live - Til I finish high school, hopefully

Z. Zodiac sign - Leo


RANDOM QUESTIONS!!!

Spell your name without vowels: Mgn

What color do you wear most?: Dark colors... and then green I guess would be next

Least favorite colors?: Pinks and too vibrant of shades of anythingg

What are you listening to?: A playlist of music that's mostly Indie songs

What is your favorite class in school?: Choir ♥

When do you start back at school/college?: Tomorrow

Are you outgoing?: Depends

Favorite pair of shoes?: Barefoot

Can you dance?: By myself

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Yes ;)

Can you whistle?: Yes

Cross your eyes?: >< yeah

Walk with your toes curled?: Not really

THE DO'S

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes

Do you believe in miracles?: Meh. Sometimes

Do you believe in magic?: YES!

Love at first sight?: *blushes* yeah I do

Do you believe in Santa?: Who doesn't :D

Do you like roller coasters?: Oh yes

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.

Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes ♥

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeahhhhh :)

Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yep :3

Have you almost drowned in the ocean one?: Yes T.T

What is the temperature outside?: Relativly cool

What radio stations do you listen to?: Rarely listen to the radio, but whatever's on in the car

What was the last thing you bought?: A shirt for a friend

What was the last thing on TV you watched? Well crap.... It was probably cupcake wars

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: hmmmm... Alex

Ever really cried your heart out?: Let's not talk about it

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Too many times

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yeah....

Do you cry when you get an injury?: Depends on the severity

Do songs make you cry?: Certian songs very frequently

Are you a happy person?: Not really

What is your current hair color?: The blue streak killed my bangs so the rest of my hair is darker blonde and the front is kinda grayish dark blonde :p

CURRENTLY WEARING?

What are you wearing?: I'm in my pjs. Spongebob pj pants and a choir shirt.

Your eye color?: bluish greyish green

Short or long hair?: One inch below my collarbone

Height?: Around 5' 6"

@shadaynay

so you know that boyfriend of mine?
yeah he's still great
7 and a half months
is a long time
we may not be touchy feely all over each other
but we're happy. and that's what counts.
i miss this place
i talked to izzy the other day
that's always the best and the worst
because i get her for a minute
and then she's gone....
i miss the good old days when things didn't suck
 
also, nano. crazy hard and stupid for me to do at this point in my life but hey! i'm gonna do it and win
 
goodnight

i don't know what I expect out of this anymore?
i'm ready to just give up...
school is hard
theatre is a luxuary
i have a lot of freakin homework
i'm going to bed soon...
 
or now
 

goodnight

Spencer and Genisis
 
yeah

so my choir director is leaving
she is the best teacher i have ever had
and i've only had her for this year
she's not old
she's really young
and she's going to stay home with her baby next year
instead of teaching again
i don't know anyone at our school who actually cares about choir who isn't sad.
also at our final concert of the year we sang good riddance. because it was a 90's concert.
half of us were crying by the end.
 
so on top of all of the amazing senoirs leaving this year my favorite teacher is too.
and my favoirte teacher from middle school is 7 months pregnant...
everyone is having babies and everyone else is growing up and i'm stuck in the middle
 
i hate it...
 
maybe things will start getting better soon...

just a story. yeah
a story